Alone With God,
Aint what I thought it would be,
Everyone always wants to see the best or worste,
from deep down inside of me,
I put on this face trying to act strong,
but deep down im starting to think maybe im what is wrong,
dont feel like there is much that i can do,
staring through the abiss trying to get to you,

When I Prayed to god ,
I didnt know what he was gonna preach,
I found you in the mirror staring back at me,
I found out everything was wrong,
Words where inside out,
Casting Fears and indoubt,
within and without,

When We Originally Began
You Threw Me Away
Made Me Bleed,
You Gave Not Even Two Shits About Me,
You Told Me To Be Good,
Told Me To Obey,
Destroyed My Dreams Of Yesterday,
You And I
Lets be Honest,
We Where Not That Smart,
Trying So Hard,
Deep Within Our Broken Hearts,
You Tried to Walk Away,
You Wanted no Part to Play,

We Both Just Wanted to Go Back To The Days Yesterday,
Before All This Shit got Wierd,
When we where happy to stay,
Not always fighting off These Tears,

Little Did The World Know
These words read and spelled so foul,
They Manifested My Dreams for you to spell,

As Above
Your Will was gone,
Your Son was dead,
God Stepped In,
So Below I went,
Starting the great three day decent,
When I dreamed,
I walked and talked among the dead,
weighing there thoughts for judgement,
Sea below the sea firey red,
but farther down blue green instead,
crystal clear the water is here,
Filling My Cup Clearly wasnt enough,

I Emptied THE WHOLE FUCKING POOL
left only three drops,
one drop, two drop , three drops,
but that drop i had complete faith in fate was truley just enough,

xox